Maxson McDowell PhD, LMSW, LP is a senior Jungian analyst who has practiced in New York City for the past 30 years. He is also a past board member and past president of the C. G. Jung Foundation in New York.
Here he describes injury to self esteem, how it arises, how it affects us and how it may be healed.
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An injury to narcissism is an injury to self esteem or self-love. Healthy self esteem means unconditional love of self. This creates a coherent and secure sense of self.
Self esteem is injured if the parent does not love his or her child enough, or if the parent’s love is conditional: “I love you because you are so special, so gratifying to me.” Healthy self esteem, by contrast, forms when the parent loves his or her child just as much when the child is notgratifying.
Healthy self esteem does not prevent healthy self-criticism, but this means criticism of our actions, not of our self: “I don’t like what I just did, but I love myself just as much anyway.”
To the extent that a person with injured self esteem lacks a secure sense of self, he or she also lacks a secure sense of the other and may treat the other as a non-person. A person with injured self esteem tends not to notice the other’s feelings and needs. Consequently the injured person may act hurtfully and destructively.
A person whose self esteem is injured feels empty and without value. He or she compensates with grandiose unconscious fantasies, either of worth: “I’ve won the lottery; I’ve discovered a gold mine; I’m king of the world” or of worthlessness: “I’m the worst person there ever was“. Either way these fantasies make it hard to respect and appreciate others.
Narcissistic injury: part 1
Narcissistic injury: part 2
Narcissistic injury: part 3
Excerpted text from Mrs Dalloway copyright: Harcourt, Inc., 1925; renewed by Leonard Wolf, 1953.